Walking alone on the streets of the city at the moment. Looking for a job and thinking about life. 36 years old and I'm not living the life I want to live. My parents are over the retirement age but I have not been able to fulfill my filial piety.

After two marriages and a dozen jobs, I was fortunate enough to come into contact with traditional culture in 2012, which taught me what a sage education is and how only sage education can save a person's life.

But because I did not do it or suffer the bitter fruit, poor and destitute. I have been trying to find traditional culture-related work to promote traditional culture, promote Chinese medicine me. Even a monthly income of more than six thousand related work can not be found.

Seeing the youth will be consumed. Life is just a few decades. How can I afford my youth? How can I live up to my parents and ancestors, to the sage education?

How can I live up to my youth and die without regret?

How can I repay my parents for the grace of sage education?

How can I make my family happier? How can I make this society more harmonious and more people's hearts and minds harmonious?

How can I walk on the road to realize the five blessings, a happy life, leading millions of families no longer worry about money and parents enjoy a peaceful retirement?

One night choked awake by phlegm, spit out several times, spit out a grain of round millet-like things, crushed with the hand is also inside the yellowish-white clay

I have a pustule on my body and face, like a pimple, and when I squeeze it out after a few days, it is pus inside.

The young is the capital, the young must be good health? 5 years ago I suffered from perianal abscesses. I had a perianal abscess five years ago and a lung nodule. The former kept me in bed in pain for a week and made it very difficult for me to have a bowel movement. My doctor told me to have surgery and I insisted on introspective self-medication. The latter sometimes has a vague pain in my chest and is a serious safety hazard like a time bomb.

Hello friends in front of the screen who love health, beauty, family and are kind, cute and hardworking, I share my personal story today in the hope that I can wake up more people.

Seeing that I have so many gray hairs, many people see me and think I am 50 years old.

Have you ever had diarrhea and dry mouth as easily as I do. Sore mouth, sore throat, phlegm, stomach ache. Lipoma. Frequent and urgent urination, and occasionally incomplete urination. Easy fatigue, cold hands and feet in winter. Cracked lips all year round.

Everyone has had mouth ulcers, right? Does it hurt? How long does it usually take for you guys to heal, is it a few days and a week before it heals on its own, while mine is a snowballing ulcer, rotting mouth and tongue, and not just one, sometimes, these may not seem like very serious symptoms. But I have a very clear perception that if I don't find the cause of these conditions and get it right. My body would be in jeopardy.

When I was in elementary school, I clearly remember a few times because of diarrhea could not find the toilet directly on the pants, in fact, I grew up with a bad spleen and stomach. If I caught a little cold or ate something wrong, my stomach would hurt, and then I would get diarrhea. That's why I'm especially afraid of my feet catching a cold and my navel catching a cold. Even in the summer, once I took a shower and didn't cover my feet in time, I turned on the air conditioner and swiped my cell phone on the bed for about an hour or so, and then I felt a pain in my stomach. Then there was diarrhea.

In the past, I couldn't control my mouth and ate a lot of delicious food. At night, I would wake up in pain and roll over in bed. Even when I pressed my stomach hard with my hand, the pain was still excruciating. My family was very worried. When I was in junior high school, my family took me to the hospital for a checkup, and a long, thin tube with a camera was inserted down my throat and into my stomach, and the result was chronic gastritis. At that time, I also took medication, but it was still recurring. I went to see a Chinese medicine practitioner again. I still remember what one of them told me. He told me not to eat whole boiled eggs and potatoes.

When I was young, my family raised chickens, ducks and pigs, and we had a garden in front of the house where we grew a lot of vegetables. And potatoes. It was very convenient to cook potatoes and eggs together as a meal and as a dish for breakfast. At that time the family was poor, although the ground is natural, no chemical fertilizer and pesticide vegetables. If you don't use oil to fry, you won't feel so delicious. Do you all know about canola? Isn't it very beautiful to take a picture of it? Rapeseed can be used to extract oil from rapeseed when it grows old. Most of the oil is sold to pay for our education, and most of what we eat is oil-free vegetarian food.

So potatoes and eggs were often eaten whole and boiled.

When I was in junior high school, I became very sleepy. Then I watched porn under the guidance of the neighbor's kids.

Why am I more prone to sleepiness than others when I have the same work schedule as my classmates? My teachers and classmates say that I am a special hardship case. In addition to my family's finances, I was a special hardship case. My body made me a real special hardship case.

I took a normal lunch break at noon. Especially in the afternoon, I can't open my eyes and feel very sleepy and tired. Want to sleep can not sleep. That kind of struggle ah really only later out of the social work on the night shift. Experienced people know very painful.

After coming out to work, the first few years are in the factory two shifts on the night shift. Because at that time after graduation from junior high school, did not get into a key high school family economic reasons I also took the initiative not to study. But if there is no education, the age is still so small can only be to learn a skill, have a skill to find a job. At that time, the more popular career for girls was to learn electronics, which was often advertised on TV at that time.

Guess which one I chose?

I did not choose neither chef nor excavator. Instead, I chose the very promising CNC mold profession. Because I saw the enrollment ads written on the paper high wages, graduates can earn more than ten thousand a month. So came to a technical training school in Maoming, Guangdong, originally wanted to save money for the family did not expect to spend tens of thousands of dollars in tuition at home.

Out of society for more than ten years. I thought I was very young, young is capital. Although not like many people to go to eat and drink a lot of food and drink cold drinks.

But I also did not take good care of myself.

First of all a 90% of the time are out to eat fast food, and is the kind of very cheap fast food. You can imagine the damage to your body.

The second thing is that often there is no way to control myself at night is also swiping the cell phone. Looking at the time 9:00 pm is still very early, thought 11:00 bed. As a result, often to one or two o'clock in the evening to sleep, really can not open the eyes, sleepy. The body is struggling to send a signal. Remind me to hurry to rest. But the self-discipline is very poor, I often after the regret and then the 2nd day again went the same way. I keep hurting myself like this.

These two are not the worst. Eating an unhealthy diet and staying up late have to be in the back of the list, and this harm to the body is even more in the first place. That is masturbation, away from pornography, gambling and drugs. Yellow ranked first. Every day look at the cell phone ah, bored ah look at some should not look at, developed a bad habit. The body itself is weak, how can I withstand so tossed hurt themselves?

Know that this behavior is not good and unhealthy and no way to control themselves. Later on, I learned about traditional culture and realized that it is not good and hard to quit. It's like a drug addiction, so pornography, gambling, and drugs are really in the same family. Once addicted, it is very, very difficult to quit.

Three feet of ice is not a day's cold. If you don't hang on to your horse, major diseases will be waiting for me.

See a lot of 20-year-old 30-year-old got a terminal illness left the world. I am especially ashamed. If I have a terminal illness, leaving this world is not the biggest unfilial? Each of us grew up under the blessing of our motherland, and it is because of the contributions of our predecessors and the elderly that we are where we are today. I did not contribute to this society when I was young. Did not go to dedicate their youth. Wouldn't that make me a person who is ungrateful and ungrateful?

As I said earlier, five years ago I suffered from perianal abscess and lung nodules. These two diseases can be more serious. The perianal abscess hospital told me to have an operation saying there was no other way to treat it and I didn't want to have an operation. I didn't want to have the surgery, so I've been dragging my feet until now. I've looked up many cases on the internet where I've had surgery and have had recurring illnesses.

Each of our human body is a small universe I do not want to destroy this small universe, in doing surgery will use a lot of drugs. Visible and invisible damage to the body are hidden.

The lung nodule was very small when the CT scan was taken, only a few millimeters. I asked the doctor if there was anything I could do to cure it. He said that this is still small and painless, regular checkups every year, pay attention to observation

If you have experienced this, you know that it is very painful to know that you are already sick but you don't know how to make it better. That is to find the problem, there is no way to solve the problem.

I also think it's a good idea to buy medication online, but I think this behavior is very stupid. Not only is the conditioning not good in case you take the wrong medicine for the body may cause irreversible damage we must be warned.

I've seen other doctors. Took Chinese medicine. But perianal abscess caused by anal fistula are very difficult to cure, frequent abscesses, pus and bleeding out. How I wish my body could recover. If today is the last day of my life. How many regrets will I have?

It is really time to reflect on why you have these diseases, you must find the cause of the disease, and start from the root in order to cure the symptoms and treat the root cause.

I once heard a teacher say a sentence, the disease is the body is talking to give the signal. The sky is the limit.

Used to wake up their own, because we are very busy every day, every day are busy making money every day are busy looking at the phone boredom. Every day is busy doing projects, this project is not, the next project has been running after the money. The next project has been running after the money. I thought that if I had money, I would have health, and if I had money, I would have happiness, and if I had money, I would have happiness, and I would have put money in the first place.

I use my experience of more than ten years to share with you. Money, health, happiness have not got one of them. On the contrary, I am in debt and sick. Why is the result of this I report to you in the end where I am wrong, I hope you take warning.

First of all, I am lazy. The so-called diligence can make you rich. Often late to bed and late to rise. Good food and lazy to do. Always afraid to do more, they suffer. Put their own body is very important, afraid to do a little more body tired. Lazy people are not good health. Why? On the day of the Chung Yeung Festival I brush to a video, a pair of oak tree marriage couple, grandfather 103 years old, grandmother 98 years old, both very cheerful and healthy. Grandpa cooks three meals a day and mops the floor.

I want to learn from him. He has a good heart, gives, and is a great person.

The second why I will mouth sores, sore throat, often back and forth can not be cured, talk too much, talk also anxious, angry when also bad mouth. Three points to hurt yourself, seven points to hurt people ah. In the head of the parents are also too much. Often take it out on those closest to you. My parents are the people who gave birth to me and raised me, and I don't even respect them or honor them. If I don't get sick, who will?

Why did I get a perianal abscess? We all know that when women have their period, some of them will be in pain, giving birth will be painful, and they will bleed during their period. If it was just hemorrhoids, I would think it was caused by being sedentary and would not reflect on my own fault. And this disease is very special and rare. I've reflected that I'm particularly horny and masturbate. Bleeding pus, bleeding pain almost once a month will be guilty of the disease. Like a woman's vacation. I've been masturbating for 14 years. Only broke two years.

The 3rd why do I get lung nodules. I'm not in a good state of mind, I'm not in a good mood. I'm not sure why I'm so sad and tearful. I'm still living in pain, yesterday is over. Not living in the present. No awakening. I'm not a good person, I'm not a good person, I'm not a good person.

The 4th one is why my liver is also very bad. All I can think of is staying up all night. There is no way for the liver to detoxify. Another word heart and soul, I was not taking care of my family as heart and soul. Selfishness.

Number 5 Why do I have lipoma? Lack of exercise. Sedentary and sleepy. Gluttony, eat greasy think no oil no nutrition.

No. 6 Why do I have stomach ache? I am gluttonous for food. I am afraid of being hungry if I don't eat enough. Mistakenly think that if you eat more, you will feel more nutritious and your body will be better. I want to eat more to make the body stronger because I am thin 1 meter 7 less than 120 pounds.

The seventh why do I have gray hair? Stay up late, lack of black food, the key is the kidneys, essence consumption is too much, know to protect the body and abstinence, can not do. Greedy for color. Waiting to be sick before reflecting on it, after the fact.

All kinds of is the symptom, the body is too weak, essence drain too much. It's like fighting a war. The virus is the enemy, and if I'm the patient, I'm easily defeated by the enemy. So my kidneys are also very bad.

After reading the propaganda on the consequences of masturbation, I have each verified that this is indeed the case. As is the cause as is the effect. Really want to hang on to the horse, cut off the evil and do good, change the evil, after not to create again!

1. psychological darkness, inner inferiority complex, social fear, unwilling to communicate with others 2. slow reaction, often say the wrong thing or do the wrong thing

2. Neurasthenia, decreased comprehension, poor memory, performance decline 4. Insomnia and nightmares, daytime depression

3. Prone to autism, depression, obsessive-compulsive disorder, anxiety disorder

4. Loss of vitality, looks obscene, disgusting

5. Affect the physical development of the body, suffering from various diseases of kidney deficiency

6. Elimination of merit, academic failure, difficult to find a job

7. Abnormal character, easy to violence and anger, easy to go to extremes in what they say and do.

8. Poor relations with the opposite sex, poor friendships, marriage is not satisfactory

Now carry with you a color-abstinence sticker. Every time you go to a public restroom, take a picture of those bad URLs and report them to your friends. And then put the abstinence sticker on it, hoping that more people can stay away from pornography.

Walking on the road to see the parking lot on the shared bicycle was posted yellow card site, also took pictures to send to a person to report.

Then through the circle of friends Shake video number and other platforms. Release positive energy video. Promote the true goodness and beauty.

Monthly alms a few dozen dollars to Tzu Chi. Sometimes give more than 100 before a friend died, his wife with two children. Really want to give more. I really want to give my parents a few thousand dollars a month, so that they don't have to work and have security so that they can do charity work and enjoy their twilight years. Because my parents are from the countryside, there is no pension.

I don't have a job with five insurance policies and one gold, and it's hard to find a like-minded job. When I looked for a job in the recruitment app, I couldn't find any traditional culture family education ones. I can only find vegan ones, but many vegan restaurants are not doing well and the pay is low. I'm also a vegetarian, and vegetarian food is great.

When I am old and have no pension, it does not matter, as long as I have a healthy body, dedicate this life to break the evil and do good. As long as I have a healthy body and dedicate my life to stopping evil and doing good, so that the world will be beautiful because of me, I will feel very happy and satisfied.

Now I have found a happy other half, a very compassionate and loving practitioner. The child has also grown up to be ten years old. I believe that everything will get better by doing good deeds.

All the bad karma created in the past, all from the beginning of greed, anger and dementia, from the body, speech and mind of the birth, all I have to repent today. Sin from the heart will heart confession, if the heart is extinguished when the sin also died, sin died heart extinguished both empty, is called true repentance.”

I hope that my family members who see this will forward it out and not learn from me. Together, we can practice according to the classics and take good care of ourselves and our families.